love story part 1

Remember the time when first time i meet you, make me amaze..

how we meet only from one social network.

one night in march, i feel bored alone. i open my pc then connect to the internet. connection not really good, but at least i can online with my friends from yahoo messenger favo site.

say hi to friend and chit chat for a minutes make fresh. im browsing another social network from google. i found one interesting site http://www.p******t.com/

then search who's online there. i see one cool guy there. but i should register and add him as a friend.

least, he approved to be my friend.

we talk about anything till i ask his id for yahoo.

then start from it, i feel something speacial for my new friend. eventhough only by cyber, but i m really serious with him. we had a time difference about 6 hours. if im wake up he just start to sleep. but he is very understand me..

he wait me every morning till i arrived at office (time on his city its a sleeping time, )...

one day we had fight. am very jeallous till i sent him a blame messages. i said he had another girlfriend. its a really bad blame to him. i feel so guilty...trying to angry with my self. i dont know, i feel so childish.

i try to ask him forgive me, but he refuse. he hurted coz of my words..

i know he was upset with me since that day. he wont talk with me for a days..

i beg him, i swear will never angry or blame him anymore. my past make me sad. my past make me think how im very dissapoint with a man. and i was learn how to healing my heart from the broken heart.

he is cold, hard guy to understand (maybe long distance make me have to understand him more)

i dont know, but i trust him. its different with another man friend i have before.friend only. not more than just a friend. mostly i only talk with them then leave and forget that man. coz i know what those man say do not like what they did. but with him, my beloved one, i can share what i feel, what i believe. my happiness, my sadness, my angry and my love...i give a special place for him..in my heart..